maybe i’ll regret the decision i’ve made one day but as of right now it was what was best for me. i hate getting asked if i’m upset because that makes me feel like i should be, i mean of course i’m upset if i really take the time to reflect on this situation i’d obviously get emotional. but lately i’ve been really happy almost to the point where it’s obnoxious and i love feeling like that but i haven’t felt this way in so long, almost two years. now that i’ve returned to this feeling i don’t want to lose it people probably think i’m a selfish bitch but i’m too young to be so committed to something i want to travel the world and see what all is out there i was not meant to be controlled or tied down i’m a free spirit as cliche as that sounds it’s true. i am coping with this situation in my own way feel free to judge or think i am a heartless bitch i don’t really care what you all think of me ..better yet i’m not concerned i finally feel like i’m 100% back to the real me and i don’t ever want to lose this feeling again.